Why did you have to leave me that night?
I miss you so much my baby girl
Why did you chose to leave me that night?

I used to hold you
When he beat you all night long
Helped you cover up those scars

I know he hurt you so much
Helped you pick up the pieces
Pulled you though when you slipping

Why did you leave me that night?
Baby girl what did I do wrong?
Why did you chose to leave me that night?

Falling down and crying on the ground
Another night of blood loss
Wrapped then tightly
Nursed you back to where you were meant to be

I know he hurt you baby
I know all those nights
He used to beat you
You ran away from his pain

Why did you leave that night?
I miss you so much baby girl
Baby, baby
I miss you so

Too young to be filled with hate
Bitterness in your mouth
Salty tears followed every single blow
Maybe it time to move on from this

I picked up the pieces
Watched you put yourself together
Every single night
Just to fall apart again

Why did you chose to leave me that night?
Baby girl what did I do wrong?
Why did you leave me that night?

Maybe I didn’t hold you close enough
Maybe I let you drink that one bottle too many
Maybe I let you down again
Just maybe, just maybe

Found you in a pool of blood
Too much lost for you to survive
Lost all the fight
Lost the will to live

Happiness was never your friend
Suffering was all you claimed to know
One fight
One angry night
Then you walked away

Why did you leave me that night?
What did I do wrong baby girl?
I miss you so much
Why did you take your life away?

Bitter nineteen